Searching Your Engraved Words

My Dear,

I am very much restless without you, without your voice and words. To the extent of not finding any words to write. Only you are the one who can take me and my words out of it.

With paper sheaf have fist tight

      I am reciting my own, written inside

             What is there I am trying to take out

                    So silence but hearing so loud

                          Some thoughts are arrested, not bailable

                                   Edgy it made me some impatient little irritable.

Writing for you but shall I search to my thoughts or to you?

        Disappeared both your favourite words and so as you

              Search my heart “the cubbyhole” Only You find the words you engraved

                         Superbly chiseled so deep and will never fade

                               You come besides, whisper a words few

                                      Let them germinate out, let them enjoy the dew

If I Grieved You

If someone is angry to the extent that you don't find any way of persuading them it pains a lot inside. You have all your love in your hands to show them.

Pain is high when it pains you

Heart is hurt when it hurts you

Distances are but where far you

Still it feels that I harsh you

With you I am until life and to lives

Neither limits me depth of core nor height of skies

Not even eve set or if it is early rise

Deep heart I mean it with, just not I entice

Forgive me for if I grieved you

My love is true but if you feel I did cheat you.

Keep me along as always you kept

I am with you yes always with you

The Love is Crying for Love!

If I loved then why I lost her? If I made it then why I am crying now?

The Love is why after all crying for Love

The one who has Love why annoying only to Love

If is kept thinking precious, the thing costliest is the love

If is kept closest to heart, the thing purest is only love

He knew so is love, then why The Love did only harsh the love

Why did it hurt to the only Love he always wanted to love

Love now has separated, gone away, why is sad the lonely Love

If he wished so, then

The Love is why after all crying for Love

The Master of Soul!

I don't know about my fate, about my future but yes I know my soul will lead it to positive and my heart will make it pure.

Where I am, something propelled or I made so?

     I’m poor by fate or this is what I lead to?

          Shall I cry for not getting that or withstand? Obstacles although

                  I know I have thy weapon, my Soul, I may master to.

Why I hurt, why torment? What I have to be so proud?

       Deluding Ego-trip just to make sad, can’t just I be love bound?

              Only by love it might be overcome else all is insane, all absurd

                     Can’t I be thy captain of my lovely heart?

When I Had Wings

How free I was, how joyful was that time when it was my childhood time. Everything for fun, to be happy without any expectation, with no greed. I just came to remember of that.

Wings I had, yes I flew

If not in sky, yes in deep view

View of love, happiness and longing

Wings of truthfulness, innocence and being with

Dawn used to be joyful, cheering dew

Winsome was all, what flawed what I loved to

Neither this world was alien nor do I talk of heaven

But THE WORLD OF MY CHILDHOOD, I miss, yeah that I concern.

The state of a lover with no love one

Love one left the lover long time back but the lover still thinks of love one, lover still dreams that love one is around.... As lover opens the eyes no one is there to talk.

Spring is on and sings PAPEEHA

Sweetest in the world the most sentiment

On the lips of the lover produces sonorous

Making her amused keeping all pleasant

Now spring left him and alone PAPEEHA

Now spring left him and alone PAPEEHA

Cheerfully dances, touts, prides

The most beautiful feathers in the air

Joyous the moment, to him and to all

All transient and what’s left is the sore

Tears in the eyes and alone MAYURAA

Tears in the eyes and alone MAYURAA

Blossoms the nectar calls him to unite

Together all the day and promises to get on

Talking all the time uninterrupted in the joy

Longing to reunite waiting for next dawn

Someone took flower and alone BHAWARAA

Someone took flower and alone BHAWARAA

Eyes are now open looks all desolate

Nowhere is she, nowhere her charm

Whom I’m willing to welcome

Yes now I remember she left me long past

Just alone I am and alone AANGANAA

Alone I am and alone AANGANAA

Lover' Grief

The place was private and secret for them where they used to meet and talk. But today what is this? They have been caught by their known and been warned not to meet ever in life. Here GIRL explains her grief on this.

Kept hidden kept privacy

Never flaunt my ecstasy

  Only he and I were to know

   How it became nasty

     That’s now is no more secret

     We are caught at our desolate

        No more we can convene here

        Now place is not isolate

Eyes in eyes hand in hand

Lost in each other’s presence

   Those long talk or those intermingle

   Not even possible to see love one

      No more he can sing for me now on

      Nothing for us is left closet

         That’s now is no more secret,

         We are caught at our desolate

No more they will allow me to be here

But he must be happy he must take care

   When he come here and doesn’t find me

   I wish he find someone better to be with

      That’s now is no more secret,

      We are caught at our desolate

         No more we can convene here

         Now place is not isolate